the yucky place

there’s a place that’s yucky.
i don’t like it.
it’s a really really small space stuck between control and surrender.
it’s dangerous to teeter on either side.

yield.
give up.
white flag.
allow God to work in my life.
let God be God.

but no.
don’t be apathetic.
don’t be lazy & uninvolved.  and definitely don’t behave entitled.

it seems sinful to sit back and not participate, nearly gluttonous.
it seems sinful to get involved.

try harder.
don’t try at all.

i’m somewhere in the middle.   but, my footing is not sure.

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